i rock

I love reading

2010-10-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

As title. Have just started reading my House of Night series~ ^^ I love to OWN the whole set of books I want to read, and not borrow from library. I still want my Harry Potter series though I've read all books already =\

Anyway I've been wanting to blog about this since a few days ago.. Have probably posted something similar before but heck.

Have been hearing, reading and seeing real life stories from here and there, well, basically everywhere. I don't understand why a girl would want to get into a relationship at all. I know it's nice to have someone by your side, accompanying you and also do things together and etc.. But how can you stand your boyfriend looking/thinking about other girls? Yes I did mention that I like to look at girls and can ogle at them together with my boyfriend BUT I realise that is something I actually can't stand. I'm just putting up a fake front in this case. Maybe people can't tell it, maybe. Who knows? Since I bottle up my feelings like 80% of the times. And yes I hide my feelings rather well.

You know.. You never know if your boyfriend is cheating on you, visiting prostitutes, dirty pubs, bringing girls home, going out with other girls, (insert other horrible things here, you know I know) and etc. I know these things DO happen and therefore we really should not judge a book by its cover.

So.. How the fuck do you stand your boyfriend looking at other girls.. Don't say girls. Even idols I already bth liao. I strongly believe that it is because these guys can't date these idols and stars, therefore they find substitute and tadda he gets a girlfriend.

Of course, I am talking about serious relationships. Things happen even in serious relationships. I suppose I have heard about too many stories. In fact I think serious relationships are scary and it demands commitment. Open relationships are better in a sense that you can do whatever shit you like and he can go do all the things stated above and both also don't give a damn.

I don't care if any one disagrees with me. This is my thinking!!!!!!!!!

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Life is too short to miss out anything. You see.. By the time you finish University you already maybe 22 or 23 liao I dunno. I havent't added in 2 years of national service and also if you kena retained or what shit you have. Then you work when you graduate, provided that you can find a job and starting salary isn't high please.. Then you meet your special someone and then get hitched at probably 30. Work somemore and have kids. And sad to say you have to work until old. Then as for family, there are bound to be quarrels, financial problems, kids problem, in-laws problems etc. Kids grow up and the cycle repeats.

It's all a repetition!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's so boring :(

Okay maybe I will blog about this sometime later.. Time to continue reading! Heading to Ngee Ann tomorrow to meet my girlfriends -inserts heartshapes x2324232-

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2010-10-24T20:10:00.004+08:00

周末就这样过了。

家里永远就是那么烦。有时觉得我在家的存在根本就不被发觉，不重要。
在家等于不在家似的。

讨厌回到家就被叫洗衣服，洗这个洗那个等。不是不会做只是不想做。

My skin feels so effing dry.. Face and arms.. What the shit. The moment I stepped into the house I immediately bottled down 1 litre of water and went to shower(for the 3rd time today, going 4th time later omg) and faster put on a mask and sleep.

Even sleep also can't sleep in peace, kena woken up by TV noise and mum and bro shouting around.

I feel so........

Numb. School starts tomorrow for Ngee Ann friends. Really feel like going back to see friends.

Argh whatever, I'm feeling so f up now. So sick and tired of this part of me because I freaking bottled up everything.

tgif tgif!!

2010-10-22T04:15:00.006+08:00

OH YES TGIF!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO~!

I had been rushing since I woke up.

Woke up late.
Stupid rong showering so i cannot shower
Rong came out so i went to shower
Already late liao so I faster dry hair and prepare(did I mention that I freaking left my makeup bag at somewhere and I couldn't get it for 2 days)
RUSHED to bus stop like mad, and bus came
Realised I forgot to bring wallet zomfgwtfbbqz
Rushed back to get(SIBEI LATE LIAO)
FINDING CAB, NO CAB WTF
Took bus in the end.. Wth I need a chauffeur

After work I rushed to Ninjado
After Ninjado I was rushing again.. Went clubbing
Missed out supper/dinner with njd but nvm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And my point is.. IT'S FRIDAYZ!

And my blood pressure is freaking low..Been measuring it everyday. Not like I am going to die from it but then I am super afraid of fainting halfway : (

okay nightzzzzzzzz long day ahead(with lotsa fun of course)

10 material things i want for xmas

2010-10-18T23:08:00.002+08:00

This is evidence that I read ninjas' blogs!

Iphone 4
Macbook (new one la and with a chio cover pls)
A bike/car
A flat
House of Night series(WHOLE SET) by P.C. Cast
Ipad (well I don't need it actually)
Walk-in wardrobe with plenty of pretty clothes
Wii?
Many pretty heels min 3 inch high.
KINGSIZED WATERBED

I just lost my phone and recovered it after 3 hours. I wasn't abit worried at all.. Maybe because it's just a pathetic slidephone(which I chose and said it would be enough for me wtf). Maybe because I just wanted to be left alone. Maybe maybe. I don't know. I went back to my workplace's building to find it. Failed. Spoke to the security guy. Brought me in to call. Called Rong who can't be bothered and passed the phone to dad. Asked me to call mom. Apparently the girl who found my phone texted my mum. Was supposed to meet her after her lesson ended, outside her school. (45 min wtf, i hate waiting)

ANYWAY to cut the story short(Lazy to type, I prefer talking lol) I got back my phone.

Anyway before this I was at Fareast shopping and.. While buying my things, I asked stupid idol to go walk around cos I wanted to shop alone. Then after buying stuff, I wanted to call stupid idol then I cannot find my phone wad lololol and I dunno idol's number(I dunno any of my friends' numbers, honestly, but funny enough I remember Jia Min's and Anselm's HOUSE number) So I decided that if idol didn't appear in front of me in 10 seconds, I shall board the bus and go back to hunt for my phone and well you guessed it, he didn't appear. LOL.

Okay so after 2 hours of me MIA-ing..

Stupid idol was still at Far East waiting for me. GG case.

Whatever lah, can't wait for weekend to come ^^

Things I'm afraid of

2010-10-18T02:04:00.002+08:00

Cockroaches
Loneliness
Failure
Becoming fat(& I mean real serious ones not just overweight, but obese)
Being weak
Being a burden
Being poor
Being stuck at the same spot, not literally of course.
Constipation. Not that I have it BUT I am really afraid of the 'only input no output' thing. That means everything is stuck inside your tummy and your tummy just gets bigger.. And bigger. And I am VERY afraid of big bellies. (refer to no. 4)
The thought of your loved ones leaving you.
Pain. I have low tolerance for that.

mad weather

2010-10-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

Effing pissed off now. House now black out. No fan no air con. No lights. The only lucky thing is that i'm using mobile broadband plus macbook. I'm sucha clumsy person at home. Walk where also bang wall/table and I was walking in the dark and then I dropped my phone cos I banged into the door because I couldn't see in the dark wtf wtf.

And mum freaking threw my bra on the floor because apparently the laundry got mixed up AND MY BRA CHANGED COLOUR WTF WTF TO A SIBEI UGLY COLOUR AND NO WAY AM I WEARING IT OUT ANYMORE.

Hate it when people ransack my place.
Hate it when people take my wallet and look at my cards especially IC and ezlink when I'm AWAY for phone call/whatever.
Hate it when people check my bag when I am showering.
Hate it when people read the things I've written in any personal notebooks.
:(

Hate this heat. Even radio DJs are asking you to wear lesser.

xx years before

2010-10-16T00:58:00.002+08:00

It's October 16.

6 years ago at this time, I was a guai kia studying for PSLE/playing gunbound.

5 years ago at this time, I still did stupid things and became a maple freak. Was a total nerd and the worst thing is I looked like a nerd but my results weren't that of a nerd's.

4 years ago at this time, maybe 20% less nerdy LOL and struggling to get promoted to Sec 3.

3 years ago at this time, met new people and hanged out with idiots. Idiot I would say. Struggling to get promoted to Sec 4 dammit.

2 years ago at this time, met some people and hanged out with assholes. Waste of time. I was sucha a fool.

1 year ago at this time, totally lost interest in school. Continued to be a fool. Did stupid things. You know you are stupid when you did too much. The previous sentence is applicable to the past few years too.

I saw this update from _. I swear it was fucking hilarious because both you and I know that it wasn't the truth and yet, (to save your face) you twisted the story and make it seem as though it was that something else which spoilt everything.

RUBBISH! HAHA k nitez.

its friday again!

2010-10-15T00:29:00.003+08:00

Something that I don't like about my current schedule is that I don't get to meet up with my friends other than ninjado mates.

Want to meet dar from next door also hard. I didn't even get to meet up with chub chub for her birthday T_T

Gonna enjoy myself as much as I can before I get even busier ;3

And this week was.. Okay la. I'm just too emotional.

^^

2010-10-12T02:05:00.002+08:00

It was Justus' birthday!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY XUE ZHANG(11/10) AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUB CHUB XIAO MEI(12/10) WO YONG YUAN AI NI HAHAHAHA -inserts 1232343 heartshapes here-

Had a steamboat dinner at Justus' place! With all NJD peeps! And it's funny how everyone was filling their stomach and didnt take a group photo!

So it was steamboat-birthday cake-mahjong-monopoly deal-mahjong and then the host sent us back.

ALRIGHT I'm very very tired now!

2010-10-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

Why am I born in Singapore?

Why are the people around me all so from dinosaur times?

It sucks to be at home. It sucks to cry before sleep every night. I'm not even crying over love. All girls cry over love but not me. I cry because I don't get what I want. Wtf. And it's not the type whereby little girls want the barbie dolls and their dads refuse to buy for them and they cry. No it's not.

Dunno what the fucking problem is. I tend to remain quiet during quarrels. I know I'm not in the wrong.

But I shouted just now. Which means I couldn't take it any longer. I hate this. Hate people doubting me. I very well know what I am doing. Despite me saying aiya aiya all the time. Wtf.

Start to hate all the kpo neighbours who scrutinize you from head to toe when they see you. And then proceed to comment to my family. Wth. Why should I be bothered by what people say? Hate it when my family gets bothered by it. Wtf wtf. I just don't like to be home lah. Reach home early = no peace no privacy = naggings, reach home late = kena said tmd. I dun even have a room to hide myself from the world to cool down fml.

I can't help feeling selfish. I AM selfish.

And I finally found out why I cried.
Out of frustration.

i love NJD!

2010-10-09T00:43:00.004+08:00

Had tons of fun today!!!! Kbox with NJD lovelies[Michoong, Ya Yan, 学长，Zhao Rong and Guan Ming]!!!! Why oh why didn't I join NJD earlier?~

After our K session, we carried on with our own things and I went to party at St James!^^

Okay so that was how I spent my friday! Happy happy x 324234234 but I still need to sleep early wtf

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When I reached home just now, ahma told me we all going to Genting on the 26h of Nov.. I don't want to go because I'm rather sick of Genting. Everytime I go there I go to the theme park and arcade only. There fun meh?????? I think go KL shopping also better lor! Honestly, I would rather go to Genting with friends. The last few times I went, I ended up quarreling with mum =[

But then, this is what dad said:

"你一个人不去，我们全部人都没有去了。"

I just don't wanna go. But I don't want them to not go because of me.

"你看你现在都在做自己的东西了。都没有机会好好聚在一起。一起出国很难meh?"

I swear I felt like crying and giving dad a hug. I didn't do the latter.

In the end, told my ahma I am NOT going no matter what because I have my own plans.

Me tell ahma, ahma go tell dad, dad talked to me, dad told mum 'dun go already', dad told mum the reason, mum come find me, mum come scold me, mum mouth itchy wan scold somemore so brought up everything unrelated and start scolding me when i was showering.

Fuck my life at home. Even when I'm typing this I'm crying. FML. She doesn't know how much her words can affect me.

How she scolded:
‘不要每次因为你而害到每个人都不可以去’
I already told you i dont want means don't want. You all can go WITHOUT me. I'm totally fine with being alone at home.

‘都不懂你在做什么, 钱也不会收’
You ownself work in office I also dun see you saving money. Whole day say no money.

'什么成就也没有’
tmd. tmd tmd tmd FUCK i cried at this because although she is my mum, she is in NO position to say that to me. Don't talk about achievements/acomplishments when you don't have any yourself. I am not crying because of what. I cried because I'm angry with what she said.

I don't know, she is my mum afterall.

I've only ditched school for 5 months. Which means I have been working full time for less than 5 months. How can you expect a school ditcher(note 5 MONTHS NOT 5 years yet) to have any grand achievements?!?!?! Fair or not!?! Also dunno what kind of achievement she want.. FML fml fml seriously. In the first place, I'm not even a burden to them..

But that day when we quarreled at home before we both left for work, she texted me in the noon and apologised for any inconvenience caused to me(it was due to something). Sure, it caused me ALOT of inconvenience and I was prepared for a month of cold war with her(I'm very stubborn cos I refuse to give in to people).

That sms made my day. Haiya I soft hearted la =\

October sucks, November faster come please.

dry throat :(

2010-10-07T00:34:00.003+08:00

Really hate it when I'm taking a shower and someone comes knocking at the door and tries to talk to me. I do my reflections when I'm alone and I hate being disturbed when showering:@ And because I'm irritated already so I usually just keep quiet even when people continue to knock/shout for me. And that applies to handphone as well!

Actually my eyelids are so heavy now but yet I refuse to sleep. :(

Ninjado tomorrow! :)

screw flu

2010-10-05T01:26:00.002+08:00

Not flu.. its just a cold. Without a fever.

If you guys have been following my twitter, you will know that I went to sleep in my brothers' room on sat. It was.. SHIOKNESS! Wake up liao still duwan get off the bed X_X

And the consequences.. I'm down with a running nose. Can't stop sneezing. And this usually happens when I'm in a room that's too cold. Fml.

And Frolick sucks pls. It's like so watery and runny. So soft. Worse than McD's ice cream cone. Even the 70cents vanilla cone tastes much better. This is my second time buying Frolick and I will NEVER buy it again.

After that went to buy YAMI yogurt home pack!!!! OMG DAMN CHEAP. It is now my new love xD
After 1h+ the yogurt is still so.. Hard! (I know what you are thinking, but I cannot think of another word to replace this right now) As good as when its been squeezed out from the machine. Now I can da bao from Lot 1 already!!! :):):)

2010-10-02T19:51:00.001+08:00

Waist feels a tad smaller.. HAPPY!

I've come to realise that measurements are more important than weight itself.

Heineken party!

2010-10-02T14:49:00.002+08:00

Attended a heineken party last night!!!! Enjoyed the dance part!:D

Brought home lotsa heineken gifts too. I know I don't need them but it was fun disturbing the game I/Cs.

I woke up late again. Kinda hate it when I wake up after 12pm. Feel as though I have wasted the day. More than half the day to be exact. 24 hours is just too short!

Oh mannnnn time to tidy my bedroom :(

2010-10-01T11:01:00.002+08:00

HI!

Ninjado was great! So I'm finally not lagging behind anymore! *3 cheers*
But still need to improve on so many things =\
Should have joined it earlier when Huali told me about it last time.

And it's Friday! TGIF! Working people really should cherish weekends!

2010-09-29T19:58:00.001+08:00

Never in my life have I felt so sleepy before.

Now, how do I bring short sticks for njd to work tomorrow?

2010-09-28T12:37:00.001+08:00

Another song stuck in my head.

Train is coming~ Train is coming~ Train is coming~

Thanks to the MRT rides!

things i wanna do!

2010-09-27T00:11:00.002+08:00

It feels good to see your family after 1 week!

I'm now totally in love with EVERYTHING from Mr Bean.

Been rather busy these days.. And there are a few things I NEED/want to do right now:

Find my green belt. God knows where my green belt has gone too. Searched my entire house already and I still can't find it!!! Missing is one issue, but WHERE it is lost is another issue =\
REVISE JAPANESE!!! Though I am not taking any Jap lessons now, I still have my notes!! Gonna brush up on basics =3
Have enough rest!
Practice my kicks!! But before that I must find my green belt first.

September is finally coming to an end:)

LIVING IN SIN IS THE NEW THING

2010-09-25T02:30:00.002+08:00

Went to the beach today!!!!!!!!!!^^ and realised I have this stupid huge blue black on my thigh wth.

Very very enjoyable day indeed!!!!!!!!^^

TGIF

2010-09-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

For some reason.. The 'Popeye' song keeps playing in my head.

Went for NJD just now!

Sometimes you will just learn to appreciate exercises especially when you are in the office the whole day:X

I'm soooo sleepy already. Waiting for this stupid mask to dry then peel off then sleep :(

2010-09-23T01:01:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I cherish my bed more than I did in the past.

There's njd later!(YES!!!!)

No time to practice my kicks :(

Bought the wrong colour eyeliner(again!!) No wonder I was thinking why I look different when looking at the mirror. Used black eyeliner instead of brown. Was thinking why the eyeliner is so dark. Oh man =\

I'm so very very very sleepy. I'm just too tired to blog already. Bye!

2010-09-22T00:30:00.003+08:00

So it was my ahma's birthday! On the 21st.

Feel kinda guilty for ignoring her when she tries to wake me up..

I know the best gift that I can give her is to spend more time with her. Not money.

:):):)

2010-09-21T02:42:00.001+08:00

I will work very hard to get what I want! :)

Life's good :)

Help me click my nuffnang adv! ^^

2010-09-19T02:10:00.002+08:00

Weather was so hot today that I just felt like 发脾气 and I did D:

Arcade + lan just now!!

Njd tomorrow(later)!!!!!!

Life's good! And will definitely get better!

30 day challenge!!!!! haywired

2010-09-18T02:35:00.003+08:00

I DUN WAN TO DO ALREADY!

It's already 18th Sept! Few months ago I was complaining how 2010 is a bad year..

Sometimes I feel so lucky. Better appreciate everything I have!!!

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

2010-09-16T23:17:00.002+08:00

Dunno is I'm too happy-go-lucky or what, I CAN'T think of anyone who has hurt me recently.

There are some things that are just not worth mentioning you know.

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But then..

seriously i have no idea who hurt me.

Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one

2010-09-16T00:08:00.002+08:00

~~Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends~~

About.. 9 years ago, through friends.

Started out of boredom. Changed quite a few links and finally settled for this one.

OFF TO SLEEP NOW!

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

2010-09-15T01:25:00.004+08:00

Wearing 4 inch heels everyday! Except for sunday.

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Seriously I don't have any song list for any particular mood. But when I hear fast music I will be in the mood for dance lor.

Happy- smile like no tomorrow
Sad- emo lor
Bored- play game
hyped- which i am, most of the time?
mad- cry =.=

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I always regret what I said to my family.

Ahma couldn't sleep well because of me. Then recently she has a cough and it makes it harder for her to sleep.

I can't help but cry. Hate it when my tear ducts are so easily activated. That's why I never dared to watch sad/romance shows with people. There was once during CNY, was at my uncle's place and the stupid TV had to show this sad drama about these 3 siblings and then I think the big brother died or got hurt or something. It was mad saddening and I couldn't stop crying on 大年初一. Then I requested to switch to another channel but still I couldn't stop crying because I COULD NOT stop thinking about it!

Even when we were taking family photo I was STILL crying.

I really dread the day that my family members one by one start leaving.

I know it's silly of me to keep thinking/imagining about it and then start crying(like wth right)

BUT I CANNOT HELP IT.

Ahma's birthday is coming. Actually I am not looking forward to it at all because I don't want her to turn any older. Even my dad and mum too. Just don't like the idea of them getting older. I mean, who does? =\

2010-09-14T01:40:00.002+08:00

Somebody sent flowers to me in the office just now. Lol. Together with a card and his namecard.

Hahahah something random, I'm turning into a vegetarian! I love x23242345435 indian food please.

Cabbage cabbage cabbage

GAMES

2010-09-13T01:32:00.002+08:00

Wtf I KNOW MY PLACE HAD A PS3!!!!!!! WTFWTF AND ITS MIA NOW?!?!?!

Gonna save up to buy WII!! LOL

Gonna turn my house into arcade/lan!!!!!!!!!!!LOL

excited much omgomgomg im going back to my tomboy life

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

2010-09-13T00:17:00.004+08:00

Diet! Cos I'm vain o.o

SOLO the street basketball at arcade until stage 4 without help!!!!!

SOLO HOTD4 and complete it.

Learn L4D!!!!!!!!!!

Go buy the gun to play at home.

As for the last point, I only realise RECENTLY that I have quite a few game consoles at home.. (that last console i touched was PS2, years ago and i played it EVERYDAY from morning to night during school holidays) Dad and brothers play de. Idol came to my house that day and he told me that my place got resident evil wtf wtf i dun even know what i have in my own living room!??!?!?!

Okay so I dun like to play shooting or gun games OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT with controller wtf liddat where got song?!?!?!?! So i'm gonna buy guns!!!!!!!! OH MAN IM SO EXCITED

Anyway just now at arcade got this 2 kids hogged HOTD4!!!!! I swear they spent more than 120sgd on that game(120$ as of when I saw them playing, before I arrived I have no idea how much they spent on that game alone). And the sad/funny part is.. they ran out of credits when the final boss left like prolly 3% life. SAD CASE. I know I could have just swiped my card to help them.

But I didn't OPPS LOL cos I already very pekchek they hogged for so long!!! Made me wait for so long!!!!!!! :X

Hehehe I now very happy cos we completed the whole game!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a fact that I'm better than him! YES YES HAHAHAHA

Then after that used the leftover money to play basketball! ok i'm still very happy cos arcade makes me happy!!!!!!!!!!!!

Next time no need to worry no place to go liao!!! gonna spend my life in lan + arcade man. Gg

Did I mention that I caught resident evil the movie just now?????? Shoot finish zombie then watch zombie show. HAHAHA life is good

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

2010-09-12T11:19:00.007+08:00

Wanted to post something/someone else.. then realise it's 'biggest impact' instead of 'means alot.'

I'm now addicted to fb games :(
Work tomorrow!

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

2010-09-11T17:52:00.003+08:00

I don't care if Inuyasha is a super hero anot!!! I LOVE HIM TO THE MAX OMG I don't give a damn to whether he is a half dog half human anot!!!!!!!!

-not forgetting that I'm also in love with Ichigo and Hitsugaya-

Okay so why I like him?!?!?
Fei hua he is very man!!!!!!!!!
He can fight! LOL
He is very shuai!
I LOVE HIS PACKS AND MUSCLES OMGOMG. I already said I enjoy molesting people with 6 packs right?!?!?

Actually I feel abit bu shuang when I saw this picture. Cos the girl is not me hmph :( Gg liao la T_T

**At first I thought super hero must be superman, batman, etc. But heck!!!! I love anime guys(must can fight and win de la LOL) whoops

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to.

2010-09-10T23:00:00.005+08:00

FML I DUN TAKE MUCH PICTURES. I've been to quite a few places but often I leave my bag in the car and therefore.. No pictures.

=\

Was in a bad mood in the morning. Couldn't sleep for a longer while and I COULD have gone back home to sleep but once I've packed finish, hair, makeup, clothes EVERYTHING done good good already I dun wanna go back to sleep even if I'm really tired T__T End up I only went back to change from heels to slippers and then headed to town with idol.

Hate going out on public holidays because EVERYWHERE IS FULL. Wth right! Watch movie no seats. Take public transport packed like sardine. Everywhere long queue fml. And my PMS is so bad that I just anyhow walk and not caring if I got bang others or not. Just felt like showing attitude for every little thing fml fml, like they are not selling my favourite sushi or the person in front is taking his own sweet time at the top-up machine.

On a lighter note, I WENT TO ARCADE TODAY AHAHAHHA. Played shooting games!!!!!(My fave section) and my favourite game(House of the Dead 4) WALAO EH TMD THE GUNS SOT SOT ONE . Wanted to spam credits to get to last stage de but the guns sot till liddat :@

Then! Went to play the dinosaurs one-.-(forgot the name already) That one really is dinosaur time de dinosaur game and I gonna bhb and say my shooting/aiming skill is better than idol's!!!!!! HAHAHA 我不管！！明明就是咯！！！！

After that we played street basketball!!!!! EGGCAKE I FEEL SO SHORT WTF.
I wanted to spam credits there but body aching all over liao cannot keep playing T_T

MY CURRENT FAVOURITE FOOD! Yes it's an indian dish and the green stuff is SPINACH! I love vegetables! The cubes are cottage cheese. Went to Mustafa just now just to buy this ._.

Caught 'Going the distance'(or whatever the title la, i was sleeping-.-) at PS. And I just remembered why I ONLY like to watch horror movies since 8967434 years ago. If got horror shows out, me and my friends will 特地 go watch. But right now, I think I watch other genres just to kill time nia T_T Eeee i feel so bad now T_T

Bought this thing for idol because I find it uber funny. Was on the phone with Jie while browsing through things in the shop then I started laughing like crazy when I saw this. (the contents were being displayed out lah duh)
Guess what's inside?

Strip game.

Dun care whether it is a stupid game to buy anot 我不管！！！！！
Bad mood spend money = happy.

Who can go clubbing with me T_T

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have.

2010-09-10T00:54:00.002+08:00

I have many many bad habits. E.g. Hardly punctual, sleep late, start hitting people when I get excited and etc la HAHAHA

A habit I wish I didn't have.. Hmm. Maybe sleeping late bah. Your body grows when you sleep. Sleep more(at the correct time) = more growth = taller!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dun care you agree with me anot, THIS IS MY THEORY. I see alot of ah bengs very short because they come out at night and don't sleep at the right time LOL. My brother is very tall cos he sleep alot and also very early LOL.

So.. ya. LOL

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

2010-09-08T20:55:00.004+08:00

A picture is not enough!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to dig out pictures taken with different cliques.

Am very grumpy today. Moody. Sad. Whatever. This week was supposed to be a fun week. I was looking forward to ninjado tomorrow, photoshoot on friday(AT THE BEACH!! Thats why I was mad excited), shopping and blah. But.. Haiz. Menses is going to spoil everything. Makes my stomach bloated. Makes me feel even fatter. Plus I never got to talk to jie for the past few days and that worsened my mood.

I totally lost my trust in my family. Being nice to them =/= you trust them. I'm so sick and tired of the so called 三姑六婆. I'm sick of people thinking I'm working as an escort. Fuck you.

Watched a R21 movie at Golden Village last night. How did I manage to get in? And what was the movie about? Shall blog about that in the next post :)

Day 02- The meaning behind your blog name

2010-09-07T10:34:00.003+08:00

Since I'm waiting for time to pass I shall blog!!!! Been blogging everyday now D:

Actually.. there's no meaning behind my blog name LOL.

This blog name has been here for i dunno 4-5 years???? I was re-creating my blog then saw fatbro eating marshmallows so ya lor liddat, you get the idea LOL
Lotsa stupid things shouldn't stay. My life revolved around the wrong people and wrong things.

2010-09-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

kns no wonder im getting funny food cravings, no wonder i feel like throwing temper so easily.
what's wrong with open-mindedness?!?!?

I HATE DA YI MA > : (

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

2010-09-06T21:03:00.010+08:00

Heck care if I've posted it before. I don't take alot of zilian pictures when I'm alone.

15 (supposedly interesting) facts about myself D:

#1. I am very restless and cannot sit still for long, that's why I don't like to stay in office to work.

#2. I have weird theories like if you don't shit, your tummy gets bigger. Shit out = tummy smaller. And also if theaters full house = movie nice to watch, few people watch = not nice. :X

#3. I was in the taf club 9 years ago T_T

#4. I used to hate dancing LOL and I thought it was a very embarrassing thing to do. BUT NOW I WANNA LEARN ALL SORTS OF DANCE!!!!! So far I've tried pole dance, lap dance, slow dance, latin dance, contact dance, some dance(dunno what genre for performance), and a few more but I don't know the name nor do I know how to describe!

#5. I can go ktv EVERYDAY and not get bored. Mini party in KTV room anyone?:D

#6. I laugh super easily. (This is like so obvious pls LOL.) So if I don't laugh = your joke fail LOL

#7. I secretly HATE putting on makeup before I go out. I. Am. Not. Kidding. It's fucking troublesome and time-consuming. But I also don't want to look cui when I'm out.

#8. I'm a late queen lai de:X I'm rarely early/on time ._. Reasons being, choose clothes, make up, do hair. I can stare at my wardrobe for 1 hour and still can't find something to wear. Even if I'm running late, I don't care._.

#9. I die also must wear different clothes everyday and NOT wear repeated clothes for the next 3 weeks, last time. This was when I was still in poly la. 'Cos I scared throw face and get comments like 'Eee she no clothes to wear issit? No money to buy issit?'

#10. I used to cry because I had no new clothes to wear/had to go to sch/work. Of course school and work must have been very toturous for me to cry because of that LOL.

LOl #6-#10 are so similiar O_O

#11. I have a fetish for 6 packs. LOL

#12. Every night before sleep, I switch on some fast songs and just zi-high and dance myself o.o

#13. I absolutely LOVE frozen yogurt omfg. I can eat it for like 3 meals daily. I love popiah too. I love healthy food. LOL

#14. I love hugs! To and from close friends :):) or if I really like you as a friend. Wheeee

#15. I'm NOT innocent. I know more than you do.

Darling passed me ice cream. Her family is so cute. This is what her dad brought home, and me being her neighbour, kenna lor LOL xD

Pictures are from her blog.

2010-09-06T01:12:00.001+08:00

Saw this on ZR and Alicia's blog!!!! GONNA TRY IT OUT TMR HEHEHE

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Day 02- The meaning behind your blog name

Day 03- A picture of you and your friends

Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day 06- Favorite super hero and why

Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why

Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12- How you found out about blogs and why you made one

Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 14- A picture of you and your family

Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

Day 16- Another picture of yourself

Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else

Day 23- Something you crave for a lot

Day 24- A letter to your parents

Day 25- What I would find in your bag

Day 26- What you think about your friends

Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?

Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned

Day 30- Who are you?

kbox is love!

2010-09-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

Had my 5th KTV session this week!!!!!!! Headed to town with NJD peeps(Michelle, Zhao Rong & Justus! Whee! Was late, opps.

Watched "The Hole", wth lor not scary enough ._.

Had Yong Tau Foo!(L)(L)

KBOX!!!!!!!!!!! Almost went for Round 2 of Kbox at CCK :X

Ok I shall go emo and cry now cos I'm working in a few hours' time T_T

greetings from adelaide!

2010-09-04T02:20:00.004+08:00

Today(friday) postman knocked on my door ^_^

Parcel!!!! I love surprise parcels(other than from blogshops)!!! Aiya this one also not surprise.. Cos I was expecting it already LOL

Must cover both addresses ma. Cannot find anything to cover so I use face powder LOLOL.
Postage alone already $18.40 T_T :X

Guess what's inside!!!

Can you see the red bubble wraps?

The contents!!

Close-up shot of the note. Shit you, jie.

THE CHOCOLATES FLEW FROM ADELAIDE!!!!! SO MESSY ALREADY LOL!!!
The money could have be spent on.. clothes!!!!!(The chocolates are not cheap wtf pop in mouth digest then you shit out liao) But then the chocolate sibei nice I tell you omfg LOL

一分钱一份货

MAIN HIGHLIGHT!!

WOOOO MY CONTACT LENSES AHAHHAA LOVE X9836748364

I have like 7 sibei cute casings!!!!!(Pink and blue, refer to above pictures:D)

THANKS JIE!!!! LOVE YOU DEEP DEEP LONG LONG TIME HAHAHAHA(L)(L)(L)

I HAVEN'T BEEN MEETING UP WTH MY DARLING NEXT DOOR WTF SO NEAR YET SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HMPH

Heheheehe love ninjado lessons!!!!!!!!!

Eggcake lor I sunday, monday, tuesday go kbox liao. Today ben lai go kbox with NJD ppl but I was tied down with work. In the end went to partyworld LOLOLOL then after that went to open area to sing and drink. I never drink alcohol le la!!!!!! 我要远离 alcohol!!!! I dun understand how people can drink one bottle after another. You give me plain water I can drink for you la, beer/wine I cannot :(

And my sore throat and ulcer is getting from bad to worse. Fuckkkkkkkk

Even if everyone in Singapore ignores me, I know there will always be someone in Australia who will welcome me ^_^

This post is full of random shit from everywhere. But I totally hate preparation before going out and before sleep. My preparation is like 2 hours or maybe more omfg. I can drag from 2pm till 5pm+ then go out :(

And.. my throat still hurts :(

NUFFNANG CHEQUE!!!

2010-09-01T22:24:00.004+08:00

HEHEHE I RECEIVED MY NUFFNANG CHEQUE YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHERYLLLLLL~

I wonder if I've changed. I seem to find the people around me doing the same things again and again. They live in their own world, I live in my own world. I don't hang out with my friends as often as I did anymore.
Everyday I see/hear people talking about how guys suck, how much they are in love, how much fun they are having, how much stress they are getting from school, financial problems, love problems, friendship problems, family problems and blah and also how the guys are using the same tactics to flirt with girls. D:

1st of Sept nia, and half of last month's pay is gone. GG!

Teachers day!

2010-08-31T22:12:00.003+08:00

Not sure if I should call it a productive day. Met quite alot of people today!

I MET KIAT NI AND WEILING LEH!! LOVELIES!

Sadly only met up for only 1 hr liddat T___T
Was so touched when they waited for me :X

Before that was kbox with Cheryl!!!!!!!!!! Kbox for 3 consecutive days really kill my throat. Last 1 hr of kbox today was spent zi-high-ing and mad spamming of English songs.

Okay so I met L1 people today! Some nia :( It's so funny how words travel from this JC to that JC to poly and no school people.

And I'm back to office again fml.

With xiao mei!!!!!

YAMI YOGURT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(L)-inserts heartshape-

tmd internet damn phail nowadays till I dun even feel like using laptop

I'm SO going back to swensens

2010-08-30T12:30:00.005+08:00

Maybe not. Unless it's for some special occassion.

I'm more interested in the toppings than the ice cream and desserts itself :X

All the cakes and tarts I NV TOUCH AT ALL LOR T-T

This is the end product with the dunno what chop thing(Got idol to try LOL)
Insane amount of toppings.

Seaweed ice cream!!!!! I LOVE THE SOUR CREAM DE. And most ice cream I took is gelato :P

And madness, there are 2 chocolate fondues!!!! One white and one milk!!!
After that we headed to Kbox and sang till 2am. Walked home from CCK (1h+) in freaking 4 inch heels -.-

You give me the hummingbird heartbeat
Spread my wings and make me fly
The taste of your honey is so sweet
When you give me the hummingbird heartbeat, hummingbird heartbeat
Oh oh
Hummingbird heartbeat
Oh oh
Hummingbird heartbeat

Love Katyyyyyy(L)

untitled

2010-08-28T01:38:00.002+08:00

There are just some things that you can't bear to let go.

This is a follow up with Elsa's post.

Darlingggggg IMY T_T

Anyway kick love aside, because the words 'love' and 'i love you' are overused to the extent that they are so meaningless to me now.

2010-08-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, when a guy treats you too nicely, you will start to get suspicious. What is it that he is after?

1、学会绝情，该滚的就滚，该留的就留。
2、学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，世界总是孤单的
3、学会坚强，其实一个人也可以活得漂亮，自己笑给自己看，自己哭给自己听
4、学会忍耐，该闭嘴就闭嘴，该沉默就沉默
5、学会珍惜，知心的朋友已经不多，如果再走，就真的只剩下自己了
*6、学会视而不见，恶心的东西选择忽视，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽，不会再有人让我不快乐
7、学会满足，所谓知足者常乐也
8、学会独立，不能再一味的麻烦别人，自己的事自己做，正所谓求人不如求己
9、学会长大，不能再那么任性，那么幼稚，那么孩子气
10、学会认真，认真的对人，认真的对事
11、学会慎重，不该认识的人不要认识，不该插手的事不要插手
12、学会忘记，不能活在过去的时光中，记忆已经逝去，继续现在的生活
13、学会放弃，有些人永远不属于自己，那么就痛快的放手，别拖泥带水，这样不但连累别人，也累垮自己

14、学会冷血，只对对我好的人好
15、学会比以前快乐，即使难过，也要微笑着面对
16、学会残忍，该杀的就杀

From jie.

Look at no. 8. I totally fail. I'm too dependent on (some) people already.

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My new love is from Wo Ai Tai Mei(bugis street there).
Lemon ice jelly large, with aloe vera, 0% sweetness.

Omg I still rmb my special order de tomyam(tom yam, you mian, yu pian, duwan meatballs and vege, more mushroom, duwan chilli) from bt timah :(:(:( Gonna go get it this week before I head off to BKK. Even my popiah also have special orders =,=(2 popiah one with chilli one without chilli, both duwan peanuts and i also duwan egg yolk LOL)

TILL THEN!

2010-08-21T12:10:00.001+08:00

aaaaah yesterday morning i was walking down the stairs and suddenly my fat bro shouted 'lizard!'

I WASN'T WEARING SPECS AND my natural reaction was of cos, jumped on the sofa immediately.

It wasn't a lizard, it was crawling rather slowly. Then my ahma picked up up and throw it down the window.

It was an injured cockroach wtf and I almost stepped on it cos I couldn't see clearly?!?!?!?

Life has been, liddat lor D:

I passed grading. I know I don't deserve my green belt cos I really didn't practice much:(

the people in my life

2010-08-17T00:05:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna type real fast because my internet connection is gone. Jie says my skype keeps dc-ing.

I love the people around me. Everyone has left a significant impact in my life whether I'm close to them or not.

My chinese is getting worse and I can feel it. Probably because my working life is always using the English language and for poly too. I think I'm only the one of out 84 people in CPEE class to speak mandarin most of the time. When I was attending Japanese lessons, even the whole class also is ang moh speaking one, until I was in 3rd semester. When I finally found Adeline(I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS!!!!)!!!!!! It was funny because she thought I'm angmoh speaking and I thought she also angmoh speaking so we continued to converse in angmoh HAHAHA. But then I left school and also got 'forced' to stop attending Japanese lessons.

I dunno how many of you actually know that I come from a mandarin-speaking family.(Also one of the reasons why my boyfriend must speak Mandarin and his command of the language MUST be better than mine) I feel so bad that I'm speaking more English than Mandarin unless I'm talking to Idol, Chub and etc. I feel even more bad because I don't read i-weekly and u-weekly anymore T_____T Me and ahma used to fight over who get to read the magazines first.

And my jie!!!!!!! Who is studying in Adelaide!!!! I suppose no one knows me better than my jie knows cos I've been pouring everything out to him(yes it's a him) since I was 13 and that makes it a good 5 years. AND MY JIE IS ONE OF THE FEW PEOPLE WHO KNOWS THAT I CRY WHEN IM ANGRY LOR!!!!!!!!! OMGGG
Then we also scold each other very harshly and are very direct to each other. It's like normal friends will just 'ya lor blahblah' instead of 'YOU ARE IN THE WRONG YOU SHOULD FUCKING CHANGE UR ATTITUDE'
I can safely say that even my blood brothers also not that close lor =\

When I can, I will definitely fly to Adelaide to find my jie. Either that or my jie will fly to SG.
I totally love my jie can, not those romantic love la but it's more like siblings/soulmate or whatever shit you call it.

Wanted to blog about other people too but I'm too sleepy and my connection now sucks LOL

drained

2010-08-09T18:42:00.004+08:00

I believe this happens to everyone. One moment you love your family to death and the other you hate them to the core. The word 'hate' is too strong so I better not use it.

At the end of the day, they are STILL spoiling my youngest brother.

HE IS FUCKING SEVERELY OVERWEIGHT AND NONE OF THEM ARE DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

I admit I have the why-should-I-care-when-his-mother-isnt-concerned-about-it attitude. I have plans on my mind but I never put them into action.

My mum is like, everything give to fat bro first. Got anything also must have his share, then Rong's and I'm the last one on her mind.

Sometimes it totally sucks to have siblings in the family because you are NOT getting the attention at all. Everything is shared.

And sometimes, it's so obvious that I'm redundant in the family. All of them just pretend to be concerned aka picking on me and my clothes and late nights out and all these give them an excuse to say me.

Why the fuck am I not the only child born with a silver spoon?!!?!

I don't even have my own room, NOT EVEN HALF OF A ROOM. Gaaaaah fuck this I'm moving out soon. My ahma will just go 'You so messy, where got people want to rent you a room, hire maid maid also run off after 3 days' as usual.

But it's okay I still appreciate everything they have done because after all, they are still my family. We have blood relations. Without them I wouldn't have been who I am today.

:(

2010-08-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

I screwed up grading. Very badly.

I just can't perform under stress/tense atmosphere.

I hate exams. Back in school, I took exams for the sake of taking and then not bothering about the results. If fail then fail who cares. But I dun wanna fail grading T____T

BPP got a new frozen yogurt stall. I'm gonna be one of its regular customers.

Been having blocked nose at night. A mysterious swelling at my elbow. Random eye pains. Omg Evelyn pls do not be sick 'cos you can't afford to.

Happy national day!

& I binge when I'm feeling down. FML. Subway chilli crab was crap. I still prefer cold cut and chicken breast

SALT

2010-08-08T16:12:00.003+08:00

I JUST GOT BACK HOME.
I AM VERY TIRED
I HAVE NJD GRADING LATER
I MET HUALI JUST NOW (L)
SAW STH DAMN FUNNY THAT MADE ME LAUGH ALL THE WAY TO BPP FROM BANGKIT
HAD FROZEN YOGURT!!!!!

SHALL BLOG PROPERLY SOON AHHA

tmdeggcake

2010-08-05T01:17:00.002+08:00

I just feel like scolding.

It must be PMS. In fact I PMS everyday wtf.

I hate aircon(at home)
I hate the fan
I hate my fatbro for sleeping in my room
I hate my messy room
I hate my bed it's too small
I hate it when i have nobody to remind me to bring things and etc.

I need a personal assistant to remind me to do this do that, bring jacket, buy conditioner, wear this wear that and apply this and that. I don't want a maid you see.

I just feel like scolding fuck you to everyone now

KATY KATY! (L)

2010-08-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

I HOPE I CAN MEET HER OMG

SHE IS JUST SO HOT. Wanna go to Singfest!!!! Katy pwns Wonder Girls ^_^
She's just fucking hot omg i love angmoh singers. Okay I don't idolise Taylor Swift anymore.
I love Katy and Britney^^ Hot to the max and i love daringness.

I never believe in saving money

2010-07-31T01:58:00.003+08:00

Why do people place BGR before everything?!?! So many girls I've seen, so many blogs I've read often are about their relationships. And if they kena dumped, they go into this emoing state which I cannot stand. Some proceed to cut their wrists. Some ended up as zombies.

WHY DO YOU FREAKING LET A GUY CHANGE YOU? If it is for positive reason I have nothing to say, but if it's because of him you are a loner, you emo, you do this, you do that then you are really stupid.

Read Dionis' blog. We have the same sentiments! I think it's rather disgusting to call gf/bf sweety/baby/honey/baobei and the worst of all, laopo, laogong.

Laopo laogong? Wtf? Where is your wedding ring?!?!

And yes, read my post title. I do not believe in saving money anymore.
What goes around comes around. What you give away will eventually come back.

it's alright to breakdown once in a while

2010-07-29T23:33:00.002+08:00

Even machines break down.

Nothing big happened, really. Just as when I was waiting for the bus after Ninjado, I started thinking and doing my reflections as usual. I just couldn't stop crying.
The bus came. I board the bus. Sat down. Continued crying.

For the whole damn 40min ride.

Nobody dared to sit beside me.

I don't feel unwanted. I don't feel unloved. I don't feel unlucky or whatsoever.

A part of me wanted to be left alone, while the other part wished someone was there. No particular someone, I just need a shoulder.

It's friday in a few more min, I think I got my pay cheque 4 days ago? I've yet to even cash it out sigh. Can't wait to give the money to family! :) It's more than my monthly allowance Dad gave me last time when I was in school! Cheng jiu gan!

And I just cashed out from Nuffnang!:D

Why?

2010-07-26T22:55:00.003+08:00

K I'm pissed. Tomorrow will be a better day, definitely.

So glad that I dont talk to strangers. So glad that I never give out my number when people request for it.

Gonna clear that stupid MSN list of mine soon. Or rather, I think I'm going to create a new MSN email:)

plan screwed

2010-07-25T01:52:00.003+08:00

Today's plan was to go to bugis and buy Anselm a beanie! But.. With idol around, plan went haywire.

Had dunno what lemon drink no sugar with tofu fries(omfgbbq i like to eat tofu!) at wo ai tai mei.
Had tao kwa pao and idol had waffle hotdog.
Dunno what di gua thing(sounds healthy enough except that it was fried-.-) then he bought the korean rice cake omg heng if not I feel like a pig already.
Headed to cold storage to buy mineral water but end up we waited for the sushi to cut price. Actually price was slashed once already, then wanted to buy but the person came out with new price tags omg LOL so we camped there omg LOLLOLOLOL
Bought sponge cake from some Jap stall wtfff all idol's fault.
We decided to go to Clarke Quay to have a picnic.
We went to Clarke Quay, OMG WE SAW FIREWORKS FROM THE NDP DAMN FUCKING CHIOOOOOOOOODIE!
Before settling down for picnic, we bought Hokkaido ice cream wth!
Picnic!
Walked around and wth we bought tradional ice cream from ice cream cart. (one of my favourite is tradional ice cream! Love the texture and taste)
Saw turkish ice cream. WE ALMOST BOUGHT IT. Luckily queue was long.

We past by some Kopitiam food fair AND LUCKILY THEY DO NOT ACCEPT CASH TRANSACTIONS!!!!!!! For once it was a blessing to not have the kopitiam card.

We went home without a beanie for Anselm.

BP's 50th

2010-07-24T13:46:00.003+08:00

I didn't go! So after work, met up with Elsa darling and after that met Anselm & Idol for supper(supposedly) but end up we 3 walked from BP to Lot 1 for midnight movie and walked back home. It was totally an impromptu decision and I didn't even bring my wallet D:

It's been ages since I last wore t-shirt and fbt shorts out.

Y'know, after wearing dresses EVERYDAY for work, I'm kinda sick of it D:

2010-07-22T00:08:00.001+08:00

Focus. Be consistent. Maintain.

I received an interesting email from NP, shall post it up later.

I need to...

2010-07-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

Blog.

I have approximately 3 weeks left to prepare.

Okay so I went dating with Idol yesterday! Movie, shopping and kbox from 10pm-2am LOL.

I dunno why everytime go out with Idol damn funny one. We were camping outside Sakae Sushi for the 50% off for sushi after 9.30pm(to smuggle to kbox LOL). I don't care you call it kiasu or cheapskate or what la, screw you. It's one of the little things in life that make you laugh and make your dates fun omg I wanna start laughing again.

And! From now onwards KTV sessions are deemed boring without dancing!!!!!(basically just go there jump about like siao zhar bo)

Okay so I realise I got scolded by X because of Y FOR NOTHING WTH! Playboys who eat soft rice should just go die.

focus!

2010-07-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

Okay so I'm back from Ninjado. Sigh I can't seem to remember my steps for pattern and it's a whooping 60% for grading.

Did reflection in the bus. Am I enjoying life? Am I happy? The answer is yes. You may hear me complain that I'm tired blahblahblah but deep down inside I'm so glad to have left school. Only possible regret is I should had left earlier, or rather, not enter poly at all. But then, I'm glad to have studied in poly because at least I have the experience.

I've met new people. Some entered my life and left. I wouldn't say I regret meeting them =\

Sigh. But then I was stupid. Nvm I guess nobody understands.

opps i did it again

2010-07-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

WHY DIDN'T I JOIN THE DANCE CCA BACK IN SCHOOL?!?! And I regret not going for dancesport lessons regularly back in poly!!!!
ARGH

HMPH :(

till the end of time

2010-07-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

I wanna change blogskin leh. No time.
I wanna go Sentosa. No time.
I wanna do alot alot alot of things. NO TIME.
Either that or I'm already drained from work.

I can't be bothered to facebook anymore, and I even find switching on my laptop a chore.. Ever since I can facebook using my phone.

Bought straightener, and curlers, but I can't seem to wake up early enough to do my hair.
I used to read alot of people's blogs but now I don't even have the time to read, or rather, I forget about that.

I wanna spend time with my family, I want to cherish the people around me before they are gone. Because people age. People die. People fall sick.

Why are some people not enjoying life?

Every morning when I take 190, I wonder if my bus would get into accident. I wonder if my dad will remember to put on his safety belt when driving. I've always wanted to tell him to drive safely but I never did.
Due to our busy lives, I never contacted a few of my friends. I wonder how they are now. I wonder if they remember me. That's probably the reason why I get elated and excited easily when my friends remember me.

What do you know about life? We can just die anytime. People are afraid to try this try that but usually they regret not trying.

For me I just hope I'm able to achieve something before I die. Do that things that I want before I die and may the good memories remain.

busyyy

2010-07-13T07:43:00.003+08:00

I TOTALLY LOVE the new CCK kbox!!!!!

I love my life. Busy yet enjoyable.

OH BTW I CHANGED MY OFFICE'S WALLPAPER!!!!!!

So I can see chiobu everyday in the office and stare at it! I went to the toilet to jump for 10min because I was soooo excited after changing. Oh my gawd why do I get so excited easily?

Help me click my nuffnang adv leh!